Nowadays, it is hard to ignore the noise of social media. One simple swipe or click will lead to someone else life on the best display. Single parent struggles with it too. Everyone posts nice pictures of themselves and their possessions on social media. It is like advertisement at its best. We are all naturally comparing with others (even to someone who we don’t even know). The picture perfect life that leads us to envy and jealous.
As a single mom, I found myself struggle with the comparison thoughts once in awhile. Specially during my son’s 4th birthday, most of his classmates have the same or close birthday with him. He got invited to many birthday parties back to back (even three in the same month). Each one was special with theme party at the local party centers, and museum. They were all very special and excited with a heavy price tag. Not a single kids in his class had a birthday party at home. As single mom (without child support), I found myself toasted and turned many nights because of his birthday party. I looked at my monthly budget to find ways to cut down expenses. Even if I cut down the food expenses, it won’t be enough for a few hundred dollars for 2 hours birthday party at the local center. I was frustrated.
After many weeks of planning, I asked my kid about his plan for the birthday party. He said that he wanted to go to Olive Garden for his birthday and a few toys. It took my breath away for a moment. All the worries and frustrations were for nothing. My kid wanted a simple birthday with his mommy. No big bouncy house or expensive swimming pool party at the local gym. My son wanted a nice dinner and some toys that I could get at Target. my son thought me a value lesson that day. He didn’t envy or jealous at his friends parties. He had his own version of a perfect birthday party.
My son taught me a lesson of contentment that day. Through the lens of social media, we thought other people must has a better life that we have. “Did you see the new picture that they posted?” sounds familiar? Single parent has much harder time since we can’t afford everything. We have to pick and choose from the long list of wants and needs. Most of the times, the needs always win and the wants are pushed back. So contentment isn’t anything fancy but a must do attitude of single parent. It will keep us going crazy and self pity. Besides, those pictures on social media are pretty and perfect because they have been chosen for a purpose. So don’t walk down the path of self pity. You can’t have a contented life until you learn not to compare. Why should you never compare? Because comparing always leads to coveting. My kid doesn’t need to sit in the first class, she is happy with a simple airplane game on my bed.
Love,
Singleparents101